There are some phone calls I
dread. Top on the list are those that involve any kind of conflict or
confrontation and the kind I made Wednesday.
“Hi honey. What are you doing?” I
inquired gaily.
“Oh, working. What’s up?” James
replied, completely unsuspecting.
“Are you having a good day? Are
you in a pretty happy mood?” I asked with a smile on my face and butterflies in
my belly.
“I guess I’m doing all right.
Why?” he answered, suspicion dawning.
“Well…”
And the confession begins. Ten
eyes watching. Ten ears listening.
That morning, car loaded with a
few of my kids and several extra, I headed to Houston to see the new
paleontology exhibit at the Houston Museum of Natural Science. Life-size
dinosaur skeletons populated a room the size of a football field, floor to
ceiling. Exiting “Jurrasic Park,” we headed for the African safari. A quick
lunch, and it was on to gemology, where gazillion-carat precious stones called
my name! The tornado IMAX provided the perfect ending to a perfect day. We meandered through the strategically
situated gift shop (located on the way to the exit), where I said no a hundred times and a hundred
different ways, and made our way to the car.
Everyone loaded, I noticed a note
on my windshield.
“Hmmmm. What could that be?” I
wondered.
It had a person’s name and phone number and
read:
“call about
scratch on car”
Uh-oh.
Sinking feeling.
Circling the vehicle, the events
of that morning flash through my mind. We arrived to find the entire museum
district crawling with school buses, cars, and droves of people. Parking was
impossible! I finally found the parking garage and the perfect parking spot.
The kind that inspires the hallelujah chorus! There was one of those “Compact
Cars Only” signs, but those are only a suggestion, right?
“Mama, should we really park
here?” my daughter questioned.
“Awww, I’m compact enough. It’ll
be fine!” I confidently assured her, and every other kid as they debated the
wisdom of my decision. I crept within a quarter inch of the wall, checked to be
sure wasn’t hanging out more than a few inches more than the compact car next
to me, and we headed for the elevators, a straight shot from the parking spot
sent straight from heaven just for me!
Staring down the crunched in rear
passenger bumper upon our return, the wisdom of the compact car sign dawned on
me. It was for my own good! In those narrow spaces, SUVs like mine extend into
the space needed to clear the turns between levels. Being that mine was the
last car before the turn, it was an extra foolish parking job!
Crawling in my seat, fully aware
of the folly of my ways, I came clean.
“I knew we shouldn’t have parked
there!” one exclaimed.
And she was right.
Humbled, there was nothing to do
but admit that I was wrong. James was exasperated, but as always, gracious. He
even called the man who left the note because I was scared he would yell at me
for parking where I shouldn’t.
As we drove the hour home, kids
engaged in their own conversations, I thought about my sinful, rebellious
heart. That’s really the bottom line. I saw a parking space. I wanted it. I
ignored authority and wisdom and took it. I made it work because that’s what I
wanted. Forget the museum and the fact that the garage is their property and
therefore under their authority. Forget that the sign is there for a reason. For
the protection of my property.
I thought about God’s word. Like
the sign, there for our own good. For our protection. And yet, how many times
do I ignore
it because there’s something before me that will bring more immediate
gratification?
Deuteronomy 6:24 explains, “'And the
LORD commanded us to observe all these statutes, to fear the LORD our God, for our good
always, that He might preserve us alive, as it is this day.”
Conversely, “The backslider in
heart will be filled with his own ways” (Proverbs 14:14). That was me making that parking space work no matter
what. My way.
God’s word, His ways, His commands and
statutes, are all for our good always. To preserve us alive, which in the Greek
means “to sustain life, live prosperously, live forever, be restored to life
and health, to revive from sickness, discouragement, faintness, death.”[i]
They are an expression of His goodness that leads us to repentance (Romans
2:4).
Thank you, Lord, for Your goodness
that leads us to repentance, even when it comes in the form of consequences for
our foolish decisions. Thank You that You use the unfortunate, uncomfortable,
and even tragic to lead us to repentance. It is all Your goodness, Lord. Thank
You for working in us to become more wholly Yours today.
Shauna Wallace
Holy His
[i] Blue
Letter Bible. "Dictionary and Word Search for chayah (Strong's 2421)".
Blue Letter Bible. 1996-2012. 10 Jun 2012. http://
www.blueletterbible.org/lang/lexicon/lexicon.cfm?Strongs=H2421&t=NKJV.
